Love!!!!???!! How do we define about the love????? Do you know what love is all about???? 


Well before sharing you with all you folks what love is all about for me!!! First of all I would like to apologize to all you folks for not posting any of the post about what we had started. SORRY!!!! :) Now plz give a smile!!! :) PLZ all of you give a cute sweet smile!!! plz!!! Now that's is awesome!!!! :)


Today is an usual day for me I was sitting and just doing my works of mine. Suddenly I thought about this sweet feeling that we all have it in our Brain but we say its what my heart feels!! But the truth is Our heart never feels anythings!!! 

I was going through my memory and I thought about it I felt My life was as empty as Pragyan's!!! My brain has done all the possibility checks about love. Love that Pragyan expected was that he will be never be in the position of getting interrogated by his love. He never thought the person he loved like mad will never accuse him for being untruthful to her!!! He did mistake in his life. Who doesn't???  But that doesn't mean he should be always be in the position of Interrogation by his love!!!! He has to give all explanation that he was always truthful. Just that at a point of an instance his relationship was lost with the one he loved always. But on the counterpart Risika never understood. 



When Pragyan realized that he loved only and only Risika. He cam back Apologized to her tried all his best to make her faith restored on him. All was good but at a sudden point. Risika started behaving strange to Pragyan as if he was still cheating on her. But it was ain't the truth. And it started to become lot tougher for Pragyan and Risika to handle their love. Everyday Risika used to behave as if Pragyan was cheating on her. He has to give all the explanations of his daily life what he is doing. 


One day Pragyan was alot busy and couldn't connect to Risika. Risika was a lot angry and furious to know where was Pragyan busy whole day. When Pragyan connect to Risika he thought he'll share his day with her love But it ain't happened that day. Risika Crossed all her limits of accusations to Pragyan and that was the day when he decided not to be in connect with Risika. He didn't give her anytime to realize her fault he stopped talking to her and start ignoring to her calls. It was the day when they got away of each other. 

Pragyan knew Risika very well. He knew the day she 'll realize her faults she will message him and say that she was sorry of all what she did!!!!!! 

Pragyan waited all time. A lot of time crossed of either of them didn't contacted each other. He was down like anything. It was LOVE DAY. He waited whole day that whatever has happened between them she 'll forget and ask an apology to him for hurting his self respect. The day was passing faster and Pragyan was getting dishearten as his un-expectation was becoming true.


The whole day got over The Clock struck 12 mid night. Pragyan decided that moment he will never ever contact his love as the day he thought she will contact him and apologize for her mistakes but this also become wrong as She was to much blind in her anger that she didn't even feel he always mesmerizing her whole day.
        

What its gonna be to the two of them???? What do you think??


I have a feeling that she remembers every moment they spent with each other. But she has become a bit stubborn. But she doesn't know on the most favorite day of their life she didn't contacted him. At least setting the apology a side she should have spoken to him. BUT IT DIDN'T  happen..!!!!


Will they be back together???? You have to wait by evening to know what suddenly happened to them that all this happened!!!!!!!!!!


LOVE WAS ALWAYS HERE... <3 

Pragyan called her;did they talk?

The day seemed not to end for Risika,She began thinking down the memory lane,was it a joke played upon her,or Pragyan was just trying to be friends,For Risika at this stage of life relationships seemed farce.She had stopped thinking like this,but deep in her heart she dreamt Pragyan hugging her tight and asking her to forget all her worries.
But why she thinks forward than things to happen.She hardly could concentrate that day in her work,she sometimes grinned like a crazy and sometimes her face was expressionless,Why??Is this infatuation?But she was old enough not to fall in infatuation.Her time at home was very tough for her to pass,she was a daddy's girl,but what had happened to her, she was looking for isolation.why???
Is this love?or she was the happiest to get the love of her life back?
The clock struck nine,before that Riska had closed herself in room from saying her family,she is'nt well,she needs rest.She lied them.AT just nine,she saw her display of her mobile glowing"Pagyan calling" .
She picked  up,they had a simple chit chat,then Pragyan asked her about life,(He meant was she having any boyfriend) she replied in no.

Then they were talking on irrelevant things,Risika was talking to him for such a long time for the first time,in fact first time with a guy like this,and whom she had feelings saved in her heart.

But what were they talking !!!Where is His Proposal,which he had written in the letter!!Was it a dream?But she was happiest to get him back,no matter in what relation they are!!after all friendship was always sought for before  a good start.
It was twelve in night,Suddenly Pragyan's voice tone and modulation changed:Risika's heart stopped beating"what does Pragyan think?He started talking about their school days,how much he missed her,Why did they go away from each other!!He loves her!!yes Risika heard that,Pragyan had unofficially PROPOSED her!!

they had a chit-chat!!!??

Risika was not in this world ,she pinched herself to see whether she was dreaming or it was reality,and lo!!it was reality,she was reading the letter,she waited for Sunday .the clock struck 11:00,but she was before time ,she was like flipping from online to offline in G talk.It was 10:45,she got the approval of chat from Pragyan!!!They were talking on Gtalk,he gave his cell no before he went offline,Risika thought that Pragyan might be kidding, because
neither did Pragyan mention about the proposal nor Risika did.
Anyways they had exchanged phone numbers,and then Risika 's cell display glowed,"Hi BABY!!!this is me,PRAGYAN",reply back if you are free!!
Risika promptly text-ed back"Hi its me Risika here,now I am in class Pragyan"Pragyan text-ed back."okay babes"will call you at nine in night,wanna have a talk with you,are you free then?She text-ed back yes ,I will wait for your call.

A day that shocked Risika

It was Saturday morning when Risika got up from her bed. She started her works for the day. It was 11:00 AM when someone knocked on her door. Her mother shouted her to see who was there on the door. She opened the door and she found a postman standing on her door with a bunch of letters in his hands. He took out 5 letters from it and handed it to her. She took it and as usual she was checking whose letters was it. She saw a letter and a card which was between those letters. She was shocked a letter and card was on her name. She took the card and letter and take it to her room and closed er door. She was surprised who can send the letter to her. And the letter and the card has come all the way from BANGALORE. All the time her mind was thinking "Who can send her a letter and a card too? Who Knows her in Bangalore?". She kept both of them at the safest place and went to complete her work. Even though she was working her mind was stuck thinking all the time "Who send it? What will be written in that? Who has my address?". All the time her mind was stuck on those two things........ She completed her work and return back to the room and took out the card and the letter.

She couldn't resist from openning the envelope and there was letter inside it in her name. She startd reading it. In the letter it was written.....



Hi Risika,

How are you? You must be surprised seeing this letter and the card. And you will be more surprise to know the person who is sending this letter. Well!! Hi! I am Pragyan of your class if you remember me. Well I got your address from one of our mutual friends Kavita You must be thinking how she got? then you must be remembering that on the last day of our School everyone has written slam book. So from there i pulled it out your address and sending this letter and a card for you. Well its almost 6 years we have seen each other. I think you must forgot me. But I still remember the first day of your school when you entered in our class for english hour. You were so simple yet beauty was beneath your simplicity that attracted me to you. Well you must not have forgot "How i use to tease you in the lunch hour taking your spectacles and making you run all the way!!!!". Those were the most wonderful moment we spend together.

You must be thinking that "Why did I send you this letter and the card?". Well I think i never wanted to come this feeling over so that you can come to know that "i was in love with you" during our school. Well I shouldn't say love because i never said it and you never understood those teasings. When I come to Bangalore I had never thought that those feelings will rule my life. While once when I was sitting in my room I was thinking about school memory in which your memory was most wonderful memorable to me. I took out my diary and took out your details. I tried to call you but never had that much strength to speak to you about this on phone. So, I thought to pen down my feleengs on this piece of paper that may be invaluable for you. But it was important for me to say you about my feelings. So here it is....

Risika I LOVE YOU LIKE MAD FROM THE DAY I SAW YOU IN OUR SCHOOL. I WANT TO SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE WITH YOU.


DO YOU LOVE ME?


Well I can't wait for a letter to reach to me to know your answer whether its YES or NO . ... So this my gmail id. which is pragyan_1209@gmail.com, I hope you'll come online on Sunday @ 11:00AM on Gtalk and tell me your answer. Well I will be waiting for your answer whether it is yes or no. That will never bother for me as you were always close to me.

Bye Risika
I LOVE YOU......


Seeing this Risika Jumped off her bed opened the card which was sent by Pragyan....
It was the most beautiful card anyone has ever seen. It was red in color with lots of red roses on it. And so beautifully in it was written Risika I love you.


Her love was with her. She was most happiest at the moment she took the card and the letter. Her eyes get drowned in to the tears. And she hugged both the letter and card. And she started waiting for the Next day to come and she could talk to her love for which she was searching on all over the social networking sites on the Internet.

so she meets" he"....yes!!!!

Six years later,those school days have passed,she had transformed into a mature girl of 22 with not so sharp features but endowed with some really SHARP lessons of life..read HARSH..she was moving on a lonely road with a net enabled not so expensive cellphone(pun intended),surfing useless people's profiles on FACEBOOK her new found fun tool ,just for no aim and motive.
She was friends with some classmates of her School,where she had DREAMS of her PRINCE,who would come and take her in his arms,YES she discovered days after leaving school that it was her love ,that she wanted to get close to that boy,but when she discovered the truth,she cursed herself for such criminal feelings(love was crime for her)...Why is she searching for him after so long years WHY!!!Everybody has changed since school times,why did not she changed???She had changed but not because of a natural way,She was forced to change
,She was happy being herself.so innocent so cute(nature),but time and this cruel world made her change!!
Come to present times!!!
Deep in her heart she was searching Pragyan ,yes but why her fingers were typing his name in the social site"s search engine!!why!!even she did not know ,nor did she think about this..She knew it was natural,after all he was her classmate,cut all those secret (criminal) feelings,why can't she search him now.??they can be friends,at least formal friends .

they part at last to meet at the end to become one...

She could hardly forget that day,when He came up to her for some assignment question,and with a little talk they became great friends.now she had made her heart understand that she was Pragyan's friend.After the devilish Board exams,as science guys are supposed to move out of the town to bigger towns for greater avenues,Pragyan was no different ,he too left for bigger city.

the unknown feeling was...love????no...she wanted his FRIENDSHIP!!!???

Thus her days were passing in thinking about Pragyan,little did she knew these days were short lived.She was away from her school for so many days for she got typhoid and rested in home.She wondered what if she does not get to see him again.No !!!she shuddered to think about this which was the worst nightmare for her.

One day,she thought nothing would happen that could make her talk to Pragyan endlessly.The time for Board exams came nearer,farewell day was it.But she did not attend it.Now Studies and exams replaced Pragyan in her mind,but deep in her heart and mind somewhere someone was living creating a feeling of restlessness ...but she knew it was nothing but baseless things,why would a pure science boy would be her best friend.Yes!!!she longed to be his BEST FRIEND.

the boring class become a class not to be missed..

she came to school everyday to get a glimpse of him,but she knew he never would come to know of her feelings.neither did she want him to know,after all science scholars only mean about studies and nothing else,and why???would he think about her new found way of dreaming.

she entered into the class where all streams of the class was supposed to sit and study English,it was her new found favorite subject....(she got to see his expressive and lot things saying eyes..not to her..).
The teacher was too rude to the students especially those DULL students...but still she loved to be in that class..she wished they could study english the whole day..
but dreams seen through open eyes never come true..
She enjoyed his company...especially those eyes which had lot to say(not to her)...

true love....

True Love  I have always loved you There's never been anyone else I knew you before I knew myself Oh my Love, I have always loved you Since we kissed the first time Since we slept on the beach You were too close for comfort You were too far out of reach You walked away, I should have held you Would you have stayed for me to tell you?    I have always loved you There's never been anyone else I knew you before I knew myself oh my Love, I have always loved you Years go by in a matter of days And though we go separate ways I never stop dreaming of you I have always loved you And when you call it makes me cry We never made time for you and I If I could live it all again I'd never let it end, I'd still be with you Oh God, I miss you I have always loved you There's never been anyone else I knew you before I knew myself Oh my God, I have always loved you Years go by in a matter of days And though we go separate ways I never stop dreaming of you I have always loved you ....from a true lover

beauty verses brain-2...

what is that going inside her,why can't she stop thinking about Pragyan,last night she dreamt of him...that too He had hugged her...why the hell he is coming to her dreams...that too in such a way...but why thinking Pragyan to be the culprit...she is JUST a friend for him...and she huh!!!may be this kind of feeling is coming because she did' not come across guys as friends so far..if a boy is talking nicely to you..IT IS CALLED FRIENDSHIP...she came into conclusion..every time she talked to Pragyan,she felt her heartbeat going more than ever..and she ended up feeling guilty...what if Pragyan comes to know of her feelings he would stop talking to her...no she won't be able to bear this...so she thought rather forget this ...and concentrate upon exams...
after all exams were important for her..teachers loved her...she was first bencher...most of the time she spent in jotting down notes...and solving sums..and rest time she spent in dreams of Pragyan....she felt guilty to think about him..but she loved to be in his thoughts....september came...with exams...she did well in exams...and got 2nd rank in her less populated class...everything was going fine ..she and her studies ..and of course Pragyan's dreams..that day while leaning against the railings in the corridor...she watched him..how he talked..how he glanced .(she wished....would he keep talking for some more time....but recess time is over...she had to part away from him...the time seemed quite small for her.
She wished to be in his section...he was a pure science scholar...she was of a section meant for dull students ...